I did talk to awesome T about he and new T talking as we were closing our work together because I thought it would be beneficial. Awesome T said that unless a new T had specific questions they would not typically talk. Awesome T isn't going anywhere (more than he has since we closed) so it will always be an option. Pdoc is also a great resource as she has worked with me for almost 15 years.

New T threw out there last session that he was concerned that I had borderline personality disorder and he was not qualified to treat that (which sounds stupid and biased to me but...). So I guess what Awesome T or Pdoc could share of most importance is how my behavior for the past month or so is reflective of the number of stressors I have and it not how I typically present. Truthfully if I am honest with Pdoc about the past few weeks I would get a serious scolding from her. She knows that I don't usually out stress like that.