I'm having a particularly rough night tonight. I just can't settle down and sleep. All I wanted to do about 7 PM was sleep but once it was time to sleep I couldn't. I've even been up searching my house for my lab order for clozapine labs. The hospital has a copy so I can go there, I just wanted to go elsewhere b/c the hospital people don't wear gloves. Oh well. Maybe I can get a copy of the order from them while I'm there. I certainly don't know what I did with the one I had. I could have sworn it was on my TV stand but it is not. I had labs last when I was feeling terrible after my biopsy and so I suppose I could have done anything with it.

Then there is the Amazon return. My mom helped me with some cleaning and she's usually careful to not throw anything away but this probably looked like trash. Unfortunately it had the receipt in it. I apparently can take it to a UPS store but that's a pretty big extra trip. Which is fine. I'll survive. I just wanted to do the easy way.

I just can't make my brain turn off on those things. There is something else that is the real cause of all this but I don't want to talk about it here yet. I've just been anxious and sleep has been weird. Tonight is going to be a klonopin night. I hope I don't get too groggy; I have an appointment to donate blood tomorrow. Sometimes that's not the best idea when I'm tired but whatever. Blood was lost in the bad weather so they really need it even more than usual.


Time to give in and get the klonopin out.