I am doing OK at work, but not stellar. I want to be doing a stellar job. I am used to doing that level of work, not just OK work.

But honestly? This last year (2022) took a real beating on me. I had to take a month off from work, then my father died, I was being abused at home, then I had to separate from my husband and now I am going through a divorce. All very stressful situations.

I try my best, but some days I do slack off and I rest here and there.

The recruiter approached me again about the university job. I turned it down for a second time. They are still looking. I decided I really cannot deal with a job change on top of everything else right now.

TGIF. I wish I were doing better, but I guess OK is better than terrible?