This job thing is really stressing me out. I've been sleeping fine at night and sleeping in later then normal somedays. Yesterday I slept fine and then at 4AM I did an intense 25 minute workout. My mom needed to go to immediate care for some back pain she was concerned about. They did a urine test and told her to take advil and sent her on her way. When I went in for similar stuff at the same immediate care, it was the week of Thanksgiving during the RSV wave when they were incredibly busy. I got a pain med injection I didnt even have to ask for, an xray taken, and an EKG, and I'm 41 years younger then her. I don't get things sometimes.


Then she went out grocery shopping and got a ton of yogurt since I'm struggling like hell to eat anything but yogurt, bread, fish, and sometimes rice. It seems like an OCD thing more then a weight loss thing.


I looked around for a bit on indeed and google at jobs but I got too stressed out and I ended up falling asleep for 45 minutes around 12:30. I've been taking a lot of these stress related cat naps lately.


I slept pretty much fine last night. I fell asleep around 6 and I woke up at 1 something and then I got back to sleep for about 1.5 hours at 3:30.


I feel decent today besides still not being hungry except for yogurt and bread.