Jan 06, 2023 at 07:10 PM
Well it’s a full moon for sure. One of the kids today was particularly agitated and I had to put him in a hold twice. Once when he threw a hard plastic pencil case at another boy’s head at point blank range and then started kicking and hitting me, and the other time he ran into the room toward the same boy threatening to beat him up with his hand raised. We spent about 75% of the time in the hallway with him rolling around on the floor and sometimes screaming curses at me lol. You gotta do better than that kid, I’ve dealt with that stuff for years and it doesn’t phase me! I’m glad to be home though and TGIF.
I got my permanent bridge put in today so that’s over with finally. And I have my carpal tunnel surgery scheduled for January 17th. I will be taking that week off work and I should be fit to go back the following Monday. I dunno how long I have to wear the brace for afterward but I’m hoping not too long because I’m so sick of wearing it! It’s so annoying!!
Emotionally I’ve been feeling a little anxious about people judging me for some reason. Like I’m going over everything I say and do thinking what if I was rude by accident and now they hate me or what if I offended someone. I guess it’s just some social anxiety.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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