Dear K,

Something made me think of your words today - "I look forward to reading your book". I felt compelled tonight to open it up again, on my computer. To revisit it. Maybe it's the full moon. I have written so much, and yet there is still so much more to be written. For some reason I haven't been able to write any more after the bit where you sent me an email to say that our work had to come to an end, and looking at it again tonight, I feel that same sense of stuckness with that, but for the first time in a year, I feel that maybe I could push through the stuckness to actually putting pen to paper, so to speak.

I wonder if I will ever finish it. I wonder if I will ever show it to you. I wonder if I will ever do anything with it. If I do, it needs a LOT of refinement! But it has been interesting to read it again, or bits of it at least. I really have come an awfully long way, haven't I. I hope that you are proud of the work that we did together. I hope that you know how much it helped me to change my life.

Dear T,

A part of me wants to let you read what has been written so far.... I wonder if I will.