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One of my biggest regrets:
This is taken from my correction request letter to the General Hospital.
Writing this letter has been one of the most painful and uncomfortable things I have done. My words cannot convey the profound sadness, regret and remorse I feel for the harm I have caused to my family and especially to my father who was unfairly judged by clinicians. Imagine telling your mother or father that you might have been abused by the other parent because a psychiatrist suggested it. I did just that in 1996. Nothing can ever undo what I did and the harm I had caused. My apologies have never made me feel better about what happened. I made a mistake that I cannot repair no matter how hard I try. – I’m traumatized by it.
I cannot forgive myself for what I did. It confused me and made me question everything about my existence. Out of my quest to find answers I let the toxins in and let systemic racism justify it. I let them (unethical psychiatrists) nearly destroy me.
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Dx: Didgee Disorder
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