I feel blah today but I don't know why. It doesn't quite seem like its physical, but it doesn't quite feel mental health related. My therapist send a random Saturday morning email. I had sent her one on Thursday. She just said don't give up hope yet on the job. They may still call. She said we really have to discuss my food situation on Monday and figure out a plan. I'm still stuck on mostly bread and yogurt. I've tried some other things. Some go well. The bowl of Kraft spaghetti I had last night I couldn't tolerate so I basically went to bed hungry. I want to focus more on the job stuff in therapy instead of food. I don't think its that big of an issue. I'm not losing any more weight. At times I just look like I could use a cheeseburger....

My mom called the Dunkin Donuts employee a jerk to her face the other day. I was never treated that way in the 2.5 years I worked at my last job. The lady was swatting my moms hand away so my mom couldn't grab the drink from the bottom. But still I'm kind of scared to go back. My mom has these outbursts a lot at food employees and I've tried talking to her but then she just gets pissed at me for not being on her side.

Does anyone else feel like the days are going by so slowly? I got worked up over my transference T because I've been having a lot of dreams about her. So I went and did 80 crunches. My abs are burning like hell now but shes out of my mind at least.