ok im nervous because T is taking me out monday to a local shopping center to apply for jobs. i really don't want to because i'm afraid i'll eitehr freeze on the spot and go mute, have a panic attack in public, or that something bad might happen. i really really don't want to do it but i have to. i'm jus glad mum won't be with us. but i'm really nervous. i don't like going out in public