This just hurts.

I cried hard last night. I can't understand why my mistakes and wrongs are unforgivable, and to tell her she's doing things that are hurting us all is a heinous thing to say.

I don't understand how she can be ok leaving us all.

And I keep wondering what ELSE I can say or do to get through to her.

She came to the house today and I just ached to hold her and for us all to be ok.

RDM