I stayed in all weekend. I was supposed to go out last night to hear a band, but I didn't want to go alone. Plus I don't want to be tempted to smoke. So I stayed home. What a boring weekend. It's times like these that I wish I still had a partner.

I am addressing several issues at once and I did not anticipate how hard it would be. I have had an eating disorder in the past, so I am avoiding doing any emotional eating because I am dieting. I am quitting smoking, and typically when people quit, they want to eat instead. I practically don't know what to do with myself. So I am working on calming my nerves on my own. This is definitely challenging, without my typical vices. I aim to add exercise in a week or two, after my cold is gone and when I am up for it.