I’m already in a bad mood, and mean passive SI thoughts are popping up. SI images too. I’m going to give it another week because it may improve once PMS is over, but if it doesn’t I guess I’m going to restart haldol. I’m going to try for 1mg though to see if that works enough. But I really do think I will feel better in a week, I get this way every month.

Today we’re going to a “holiday” brunch. It was supposed to be before Christmas but half the attendees got sick with the flu. So it’s today. We were tasked with bringing orange juice. Very easy! I think I’ll be ok through that, though I’ll probably nudge RS to leave earlier than I normally would. It’s all good though.

I hope everyone has a good day, halliebeth and Miguel’s mom I’m thinking of you and wishing you peace.