I’m really not sure if I’m ok. Or if I will continue to be ok, anyway. I’m really jumpy. If anyone (including my boys) makes a sudden movement toward me I jump and/or cringe. Like I’m expecting attack. I was at the grocery store (which was a madhouse, that didn’t help) and I thought some guy was staring at me while I was parking. He was just waiting for his partner. Very irritable and feel the need to be alone. The irritability could definitely just be PMS though. Everything else is odd. But I’m going to keep calm. Let it play out for one week. If it doesn’t improve, or indeed gets worse, I guess I’m going to take haldol until I can see psych nurse again. I can’t risk it.