Not exactly sure who I am after waking up. Feel like me/Ryan was in for two days and after that it feels like a blend of a bunch of us but today me/Ryan is back mostly but I/we feel good although stressed out due to our living environment of constantly moving to another airbnb and crossing our fingers the home owner will be extra nice and no scary tenants but unfortunately it's common to have scary home owners and tenants and we only $80 in the bank now and resorting to $220 cash to pay for food. I can easily see how Paul is the way he is since he's appears to have been in the front the most.

And then I remind myself that pain makes us stronger so we're better prepared for the big storms so we're doing pretty good! And I finally remember another of our major goal in this life so I/we are working hard on that.

Stay strong!