why can't I leave H? I am SO FED UP with his ********. He's a ****ing hypochondriac extraordinaire about every.****ing.scratch, but he won't call the doctor for himself, I suppose he's waiting for me to do it, he won't heat up his own ****ing FOOD, I am taking calls for work and can't just get up from my desk every 5 ****ing minutes to do his ****ing bidding. I AM SICK TO DEATH of it BUT WHY CAN'T I JUST TELL HIM I'M OUT OF HERE AND LEAVE? WHY AM I SO AFRAID OF STARTING OVER AT 60? I CANNOT DO THIS WITH HIM ANYMORE!!!! I ****ING WANT OUT SO ****ING BAD! **** **** ****!