Miguel'smom, not only might a possible hospitalization be helpful in stabilizing you, but it may also provide H with some peace of mind while he struggles to recover from his own current sickness. That's something to consider. If you are sick enough to be hospitalized, he would want that rather than worry even more about you.

There are a lot of important topics you might discuss in hospital therapy (or any therapy). They might include things like your recent move, Miguel leaving the nest, you being more independent, coping skills to remain more stable, and others I may not even know or guess about, etc.