I had a dream that I allowed my husband to move back in because I am now unemployed and need to split expenses. He did so begrudgingly, thinking I was just using him and then he decided to leave me, leaving me destitute and completely dejected and depressed.
I am having desperation fantasies around this. Of course, I will never ask him to move back in and I am still planning on divorcing him. But, I am in a desperate state of mind and this is the dream and fantasy I am having.
Oh Lord. This is just NOT GOOD.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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