again my soul is screaming in silence "why is it always me that has to change?" I know, I know, I get it, I get it, cuz the universe continues to answer back "Because, my dear, you are the only one you can change."

But dammit, that is annoying as hell. I suppose I need to also work on shifting the way I look at that answer, don't I, and let it make me feel powerful over myself huh.

You were wrong by the way, about a few things. I suppose that's okay though, neither of us is perfect and all that jazz.

I just wish I didn't miss you so darn much still. Maybe I need a break from these forums again. Like if I'm not constantly reading about therapy-related stuff maybe the missing you will start to fade.

Ha, yeah right.