I'm tentatively supposed to see T via Zoom this Saturday. I don't have a time or anything. I am thinking I want to just wait until Tuesday when my next regularly scheduled session would be. I don't know. I am trying to figure out the pros and cons. I have a plan to clean my bedroom on Saturday. If I can stay motivated and be productive I will not want to do anything but chill out and either read or watch TV (or do some of both) after my deep cleaning in my room. But I haven't approached T yet to say my preference. I wonder what is stopping me? Maybe that she will think that cleaning is not such a big deal and I should be able to talk to her on Saturday? We didn't meet last Tuesday because her power was out. She offered a phone call but I told her that I prefer Zoom. So she asked me if I wanted to reschedule. At the time I said that Saturday was fine. But now I am having second thoughts. Maybe I will think about it today and make a decision tomorrow.