I really wish you wouldn't say such horrible things about yourself willowtigger. You can't see the good in you. Others can. But we can't make you see it. It has to come from you. Try believing that you are a person worthy of care and love. Just because you might not have had that before doesn't mean it is your fault. It is painful to read you beating yourself up like that. Try seeing yourself from a different lense. Wipe this lense off. It is lying to you. HUG Kit

That doesn't make you a bag of dog poo. I wouldn't be corresponding with you as much as I do if I thought such terrible things about you. But I don't. I think you are a lovely person. But I can't help feeling pain sometimes when I read your words about yourself. I wish I could give you my eyes so you could see yourself how I see you. Valued. Worthy. Kind (to others) and lovely.