So I went with H to his regular liver-medication-study appointment this morning, I asked him a question about something unrelated because I got a text needing an immediate answer while they were doing one of their tests and he freaking yelled at me like I'm a child or something and got all super-out-of-proportion aggravated and I've just been so fed up with him lately I said, and I quote,"you know what, **** you." and I left the room I didn't intend to slam the door but it is just one of those doors that if you don't hold it while it closes it slams. I felt bad and I owe the liver study doctor an apology. I just lost it, I ****ing lost it, I feel so bad about it happening there. I should have known it was going to happen. Ugh. I should have been able to control myself until we left the doctor's office and I feel bad. Do you guys think I should call them and apologize or just let it go?