But really, this "walking in front of" things - It happened when I was 16 (10 years ago). My life has greatly improved. I just can't believe it's like the same thing that can happen, again...
But I continue.. living. I can't predict the future - But then again, no one can. I try not to take it TOO seriously.. thinking about it all of the time. Life goes on, it continues..
I see my psychiatrist next month.. So I'll mention these things. My mom will probably be there to say the negative things that has happened, cuz I only say positive things lol...