I slept fine last night. I've been taking one melatonin and managing with that ok. I fell asleep at 7 and I woke up at 2:30 or so. Around 3 I chugged a 20oz vanilla Coke then threw up a bit by accident on my white T shirt. I think I chug stuff to avoid being hungry. I'm sure my therapist would be pleased to hear about this incident. Anyways I stayed up and then I got out of bed at 5:30 and I took a shower. My mom got up early because she had to go out at 8. so I didn't have my normal time to myself to watch TV. My chai pudding turned out decently for a first try. I drank a non decaf cup of hot coffee and then a cup of decaf. I had a bottle of Hint water and a can of cherry vanilla Coke too. So I've been feeling kinda blah both physically and mentally today from all the caffeine. Overall I guess I'm doing ok.

My mom came home and asked if I was feeling ok because she threw up while she was out. Now I don't know why my stomach feels off although I'm still betting the coffee didn't help.

I took one of my gastro meds and a zofran and I feel better. My overnight oats turned out pretty good too. I made them with light coconut milk instead of dairy or almond milk so it was really creamy. I tried making overnight oats once before but it didn't work well.

This skinny girl I knew in treatment who is my age was kinda *****y and she got into a lot of arguments with people and was just in general rude. She said to me one time "I HaVE AuTIsM." Now shes fat and has a non verbal autistic 2 year old she has no clue how to deal with and she is begging people to be nice.

Weird how karma gets you sometimes.