Just read this
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Many factors can contribute to an increased risk of suicide or attempted suicide among people with eating disorders. These include suffering from multiple forms of mental illness, family issues and conflicts, social isolation, a sense of being a burden to others, a history of previous suicide attempts, a disregard for the dangerous consequences of their behavior, tolerance for high-risk, impulsive behaviors, and a sense of fearlessness when it comes to death.
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I have literally all of those factors.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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