I can’t help myself sometimes. I see the bottle of alcohol there so I drink when no one is looking. I have to stop. Just one drink out in the open just leave it at that. No sneaking.

It’s just sometimes I want to disappear and I can’t help it.

If my mood was better I wouldn’t want to. Ugh it’s frustrating. I just wish I could be allowed and not judged for getting drunk. Instead it’s one drink allowed. I try to obey. I don’t do this all the time. I just need to escape sometimes.

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