Hey L. So, while working this morning I pulled up the online church service for my home church back in MO (I sometimes listen to it while I'm working) and this morning the pastor almost had me in tears during his sermon; he kept saying, over and over again, with increasing intensity, "God SEES you." And you know, that's what I miss about therapy - is the feeling of being SEEN. I feel invisible at home, with most of my family, at work, etc. The only IRL place I feel seen now is with the drumming group, but I used to feel the most seen of all sitting across from you in your office. I miss that feeling.

(Although I think I kinda MADE h see me the other day when I yelled at him and stormed out of the doctor's office during his med study check in. )