That doctors says “keep trying”, that’s not only unprofessional and that it creating a barrier of disadvantages - but also, it makes difficult for you to process and step up with changes. Some Swedish doctors here treated me similar like that (don’t pulling them all through same same comb, but still). Until I went to a private psychologist and psychiatrist.

Sometimes it’s horrific what these government doctors do. Like creepy. Not to tell their “decisions”. I can only hope that you go to some private one. Perhaps see on Google about their ratings and such. Couple of years ago, you weren’t able to find private psychologist and psychiatrist just like that. But today, with this technology, you can even read reviews. In my case, first visit was expensive - 193 dollars (or 2000 SEK) for 2h of talk. And another 193 dollars for private psychiatrist. Luckily, I sold my car last year so I had a budget.

Nothing is really easy in this life. I am all aware of it. I’ve been myself to hell and back numerous of times - many of those thanks to some government doctors, who just read the journal and then they treating their patients like Guinea pigs. As experiments. They don’t care about anything else here then put you on sleep, with needles if they have to. I don’t know how human government doctors are in US, but some here are on the edge as fascists. Not to mention the caretakers (the staff bellow nurses).

I just hope that you can take the best decision. Don’t live with that, live with yourself and enjoy the life. I know there will be some difficult times, but rather go to professional staff who can do their job than put you into the unwanted-box. Or come with easy-fixes. Life isn’t an easy-fix. Nothing is easy. Not 45 years ago, and not now. But, it can be different and better outcome. Just have faith, even if it can be hard.

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