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Old Jan 15, 2023, 04:18 PM
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Originally Posted by *Beth* View Post


I understand. Kinda why I've been chatting with the guy I lived with for 12 years. Our break-up was vile. He was using heroin & meth & drinking. When I left him he stole so much stuff from me, plus burned my wedding dress (he was angry because we never got married). Etc. He is clean now and on psych meds (he has schizoaffective and BD1). At this point it's not about attention for me (would have been when I was younger), but just someone I have some history with (our first years were really happy) to connect with because we're both so isolated.
Thank you for understanding. I know the guy pretty well, yet somehow not at all. I lived near him (where my dad lives) for 11 years before things started escalating between us, and I always thought he was a cool dude. I just want to know how his brain works...
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Thanks for this!
*Beth*