There are so many things I should do but don’t, simply because I don’t feel like it. I really should work out, but i have no motivation; I don’t need a six-pack to feel like I’m worthy, I don’t particularly want to make friends with health-obsessed bimbos, the bmi is an absurd metric that was never intended to be used in the way it is … Yes I could use the goal of improving my health, but that’s a very vague goal. I want to go up into the mountains more, but going up and doing what I want to do costs money— shuttle rides/gas, ski passes, lift tickets, equipment, pet sitter, time off… I’m tired of my job, but what the **** would I do instead? Pharmacy was never my heart’s desire… It was job security and it paid the bills after i was abruptly dumped from the job i always wanted to do. But now I’m bored with it. I don’t feel fulfilled. All these are issues that are swirling through my head right now. And everything I’ve said is probably an excuse disguised as an explanation. I’ll buy that. But what is my problem? And more importantly, what is the solution? It’s probably something only I can figure out. I hate those. lol

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