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Originally Posted by AgentQ9A
I give up. Nothing will ever actually get better. I can delude myself all I want with rah-rah videos and books and whatnot, but the reality is that I don't have a future that isn't suffering and pain, and I just don't want to do it anymore. I'm going to take all of the books back to the library because it was stupid of me to think I could have a better life.
I give up! Do you hear me universe?! I give up. You've won.
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Please don't give up! The wise thing is not to take "big bites" of the recovery process (all the book you borrowed). Take one step at the time and expect setbacks. Try baby steps. Many have done so and found out that the step by step method, one step at the time works.
Wish you well!
