I haven't eaten much since Saturday and today I mostly ate before 3AM then for dinner around 2:30 I had 2 fish tacos with just the fish, lettuce, cheese, and tomatos, and half of a cheese quesadilla. And my mom says that I am "close" to where I should be. Really? I mean maybe my idea of food really is messed up. But I also had 3 yogurts and 2 pieces of bread today aIong with 1/2 cup of chai pudding and some popcorn. So I mean, how is that not plenty? I have to stop eating the second I feel full (which is pretty quickly) or I get worried I'll feel sick later. I honestly swear its just hard to please these folks. Or else I'm so far up my *** in denial.

I told my therapist I wouldn't take any progress pictures for the next week. She asked me what I thought I was able to do. Not weigh myself for the next week, or not take progress pictures. I told her progress pictures.

She said my goals this week is to not do the progress pictures and to eat every 4 hours.