I'm curious as to what you will make of the fact that I didn't manage to finish my post session write up last week. That's the first time ever since we started. I'm curious as to what I make of it.

I think I just got overwhelmed, and confused, and the feelings got too real? Too muddled? I didn't want to write about what I was writing about anymore, and I didn't know what else to do other than stop.

Why am I so resistant to talk about the relationship?