I haven't been able to maintain the relative wellness I felt earlier in Jan. I have not gone back to how low I was in Dec. That was real emotional pain. I'm glad I'm not in that state of mind.

However, where I'm at now isn't good. Tomorrow I have an appointment to get a vaccine shot. That will, at least, get me dressed and out of the house. That will probably give me a boost. I hope so. For days I've been doing very little. I sleep too much. I don't go anywhere. I didn't even start to take down my tree and decorations. I know I don't have to. I know there's no deadline. But I'ld feel so much better, if I were getting things done.