Many years ago at this time of year, I was put in a horrible state hospital. Obviously, I lived through it and its been a long time. The problem is I can't get it out of my mind ,recently. Its constant flashbacks. I thought ******TRIGGER

I would die in there, either from neglect, staff or other patients.

I haven't thought about it in such a long time. Now I can't escape it.
Maybe cause its the same time of year?? This is very hard to deal with.