I slept last night. I don't remember falling asleep. I just remember waking up at 1:30. Then I got back to sleep until 4. My throat isn't feeling the best and my anxiety is tough for some reason. I tried getting my zofran and gastro med refilled. The zofran is being processed. That is filled by my primarary. The gastro med was denied. I think the gastro doctor wants to see me again. I don't want to see him because I'm worried he'll want to do an endoscopy and I'd rather just take the meds. I probably just need to lay off the coffee or the something. I bought some coffee creamer today "therapists orders" and some sumo mandarians. I guess I just don't feel 100% but I don't know why. I know my throat is bugging me a lot. I can't tell if its the nodules or something else.

I was waiting with my mom at the pharmacy and I was looking at the soda while she went ahead to get the prescrptions and then I went up there and pretended to look very interested in the Vicks products. I actually kinda was since I use that stuff. A lady came up and said to the pharamacist "is he in line?" Then the pharamacist said "no, hes with mom" Theres a whole lot going on with this. Its good they gendered me correctly. But why didn't the lady ask me. How did the pharamacist know I was my moms son. My mom was wondering the same thing. Also whats up with this whole "hes with "mom" thing?" I am almost 30 years old and I wish I were treated that way. I have to admit I was dressed young today. It was just one of those days where I had to wear what fit.

I did order a few polo shirts. I'm hoping they make me look somewhat older.