I'm sorry, Rose76! Mental illness is such an unfair & terrible thing. This morning is already so very painful for me, too. One of the voices has been scolding the others, while allowing my physical & mental/emotional/spiritual pain to continue. I keep wishing, praying for this torment to stop. You don't want to know about this, do you? So I try to keep this part of my life hidden. I love & wish the best for all of you, dear others.