Well I’m still taking Ambein every night. I dunno why other than it just knocks me out so I don’t overthink stuff

I still am struggling with this depression. I’m really like “ meh” about stuff right now. No desire to increase or change meds at this point tho since current meds I’m not having unwanted side effects from. Don’t want to kick that hornets nest.

I see Richard tomorrow it’s been a month since I cancelled because I was so sick recently. I want to do more IFS work even tho it’s exhausting to the point I need to lay down for a while when I get home.

I think Steve is finally getting better Thank God ! Im just grateful we had antibiotics and Steroids on hand. I’m headed to town early tomorrow so I can make calls to find us a new GP. I’m still so incredibly sad our GP closed his office. We were so lucky to have such great health care for over 10 years.

Today it was much warmer out so I opened a few windows ! Felt great to get some fresh air. We have storms coming off and on over the next week. I just hope none are severe! We had nasty storms a few days ago and hail was pounding us like crazy. I always panic a bit when there’s hail because it can be a heads up for tornado activity.

Last night I finally made a dinner that wasn’t over cooked or under cooked ! The last couple weeks I’ve just been “ off” in the kitchen. I’m a very good cook so it’s been frustrating to struggle. It’s from the new med Rinvoq and it making me sick I’m sure ! Still not sure about staying in this med it’s got some very serious cardiac issues possible. I see my rheumatologist next month so I’ll discuss with him further. I mean I’d rather not have a heart attack. Always something isn’t it !

Oh oh on a exciting note a friend got me a signed copy of the first book in my most favorite book series. I was so excited I was shrieking like a lil girl at Christmas that got a pony LOL !

Ok I’m rambling !

Hugs and love to y’all !

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