I don't know why that is, but I do know it happens, Dear Froggy.

Look at this in a different way. Try several ideas till you make yourself laugh, or just just try to imagine you won something terrific like a big jackpot so you don't have to deal with anyones' crap anymore ... that works for me sometimes ... a private fantasy life, yup, to get my juices flowing again.

You are a wonderful juicy person, and I hope you see some light quickly.

peace and comfort,
nightbird