The cousin with schizophrenia did something when I was a kid ( she was much older)..I almost died during a family reunion. I was rescued by other older cousins and I remember witnesses bringing me to my granny and her mom who were busy exchanging pleasantries. There were literally blank stares after listening to what had just happened and who done what.I got no hugs,no assurances what so ever.Her mom actually looked angry towards me.I am just wondering had I died on that day and she confessed voices told her to do that to me,would they had her taken to a psychiatrist then?
I donot even know what else she had done because voices told her so..In her late teens and early 20s she had wandered away to unknown places ,sometimes during late night because voices were asking her to visit places.
I also wonder she told only me because she remembers what she did to me back then and wanted me to know the voice made her do it and it's not her fault.