Today has been a nightmare so far, as many days are. One or two voices (two at a time sometimes) has/have made my life an extremely painful existence. I need to get to the store today. I'm running out of all my essentials. I keep crying off & on. I have faith & hope each day & keep wishing for things to start being better again. CBT can't work sometimes. Pure endurance is all I have in my corner right now.