Hey guyz!!

Unfortunately , the bad things I've lived thru, stick with me like glue.
Every night I tell myself an invented story so I can sleep.
Having a good memory is a beotch at my age.
I have lived too long. Too many bad memories.
I have "favorites" too. Like 10 that try to derail my story every night.

I've learned to live with that, but now it's something different.
I was excellent with names, people, faces, happenings, birthdays, etc.

Now I eventually remember after a while. Specially actor's names, athletes, game scores and so on. But it takes a while.
I blame the lamotrigine. It has always made me dumb. But dumb is one thing, and forgetting my kids birthdays is another. And remembering next day or late at night.

I need a name for this. Like stupiditis acute. Maybe ii is a condition and I don't know the name. Alzheimer is the opposite. I wish I had "some" heimer.

Is this the prelude to not remembering anything?. Like in Mr heimer?
Or I need more CBD.
If anybody has gone thru the same condition, and wants to help me, don't be bashful.
I need to find a solution.
Thank you for reading.
Cheers.