Had a really difficult night last night. I got all tangled up in the past and it was hard to stay present. I also got caught up thinking about a dream I had the other night wherein I self harmed. Those dreams generally make me want to self harm IRL.
So anyway. It was difficult. I wish I had therapy today but I have it tomorrow so I can hold on. Today I’m finally going to work so at least I’ll have something to do for seven hours.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
Last edited by wildflowerchild25; Jan 23, 2023 at 09:51 AM.
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