I had vivid dreams last night. In one, N3 was 8 again. In the same dream, I was with a couple of "earthy" friends who took me through a yard showing me the dirt and then a skinny office waiting room.

In another dream, I went to an airport with my ex husband. There were other people around eating too. It was all big rectangular tables with black table cloths with tubs of lobster tails, salmon filets and crab. I was eating some of each and took some Benadryl because (in real life) I am allergic to seafood and salmon. I thought that I should get my EpiPen out and use it as my tongue had gone numb. But I could taste the flavors and textures of the food! And thought they tasted good even though there was no butter for the lobster.

In another dream I was sleeping on the floor next to a railing that surrounded some stairs- the railing was shaped in a square. I could hear other people and N3 was there again as an 8-year-old. I started to feel suffocated and then I realized it was because I had my CPAP on. Then I really woke up and immediately took my CPAP mask off to get some fresh air.