I feel ungrateful not liking where we live. Everyone is so awesome but it's cold, weather sucks, and for a person that hates being around people there's a lot. I'm more stable than I've ever been but I'm down. Sh thoughts, overwhelmed, don't feel I have enough small high calorie food around. I'm not making the 350 food intake to properly digest my meds. I'm getting mozzarella sticks tomorrow I need to have 4 to get to that number. I don't see how I'm 150+ yet can't keep up with a small meal level.
Good night.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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