Ugh, I am in the perfect storm. I don't understand why God has placed me yet again in the same position I was in just 2 years ago, when I weakened and went back to my husband. In 2020, I was also laid off & unemployed, seeking work and separated from my husband. I went back to him after a mental health episode that landed me in the hospital.

And now, I am right back in the same exact position, two years later - laid off, unemployed, separated from my husband and feeling weakened. I have realized that a few of my local friends are zapping me of my energy, and therefore, I need to distance myself from them now, which only just reinforces my aloneness in my struggles.

Why is this happening YET AGAIN?

I feel like it's the universe setting me up to weaken again and return to my husband for support. OR, the universe is setting me up to be stronger than I've ever had to be before.