Difficult night again. Severe anxiety. I felt like I was dying for a good three hours no matter what coping skill I tried.
RS is worried. He doesn’t want me to go back IP. I’m not going back unless I’m committed again. Y’all gotta drag me in there, literally.
Little sleep. I didn’t get to sleep until around 11 I think and I’ve been up since 4.
Hopefully I will feel better soon. Everything cycles.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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