Blue_Bird, you have come so far in the few years that I have known you. You are still very much young, at least younger than me, and you have your whole life ahead of you. I get feeling bad about yourself for not meeting some of your goals yet but it's okay. You have a lifetime to do that. I think the key to happiness is doing good. You do good by taking care of your kitty cats, helping out at your building things like calling Bingo and other things like that. I know it is easy to be down on ourselves but I think you are a wonderful person and I wish that you could see yourself how I see you. I think you are great!