I had a difficult OBGYN appointment yesterday. T knew that I had the appointment. While I was in the appointment (in the waiting room) she texted me and told me to call her afterwards. I was a little annoyed because that would mean sitting in the parking lot and calling her but I thought okay, it might be helpful. So then I had the difficult appointment. I called her afterward as instructed but she told me she was on the other line waiting for her doctor. And that she would call me later. I drove home and kept my phone with me until I went to bed and of course T didn't call or text. I don't know why she doesn't follow through with things. But I was mildly annoyed. This morning I texted her to tell her that I paid my copay via Zelle for tonight and set up the Zoom for tonight. She responded that she didn't know what happened--why she couldn't call me back last night. It is what it is. I can talk to her tonight about what happened yesterday. I also need to talk to her about some intrusive thoughts but I am kind of scared to in case she thinks I am some sort of psycho. I'm still mildly annoyed with T because I didn't want to call her in the first place, and then I did, and then she didn't get back to me. More of her randomness. Oh well. I will get over it soon enough.