hey, look i totally understand where your coming from i mean like i wake up each morning trying to ditinguish my own nightmares from the hell i live with called reality... i like you.. where a straight A student no better no worse.. till the day i thought.. am i really benefeting from pushing the pencil to the paper , from HOURS of ENDLESS studying.. to what? please the people that are the last people to benefit from my teeth grinding? No.. ... i took my work at my pace and even tho i was still getting B's and A's i was much more relaxed and happier... hun, im not telling you to slack off,... im just asking you... does the nail biting the lack of sleep and stress to be the best keep you happy? goodluck sweetie... xox