Thanks Artie and LT for the hugs and Lost and Comrade too. I'm not really upset anymore. I'm over it. One of these days I will probably bring up her randomness. Like it concerns me that she doesn't even know why she couldn't call me back last night, I mean, it's not like it was a week away, it's one day later. But being her client I have to choose to accept her randomness or get another T and I'm so not up for trying to find a new T. It's so hard. And not many have nights/weekends available. I think I know I am settling but part of me is like this is what I deserve. I wish I could have former T back. She was great! I told myself (and her) that I wouldn't be in contact with her for a while but I broke that and contacted her via text last week I think it was. Not that she responded because she never responds anymore but hopefully she read it and at least smiled when she heard from me.